for it’s worth or planting .. as in growing older, learning with awareness, and having the conversations that are both hard to have or hard to hear, close and afar .. we see .. that there are threads that weave and when we forget to look at their pattern fabricating, we may fail to see that an intention of needle and thread is not always enough to direct the two together
discernment is a word.
and of it, i find these considerations as self notes and reminders that maybe others too share.
when in casting eyes upon, in and outward .. to consider ~
(as a first acknowledgment, we are all human, who have all done both good and bad things, things we are proud of and those we would rather forget)
in so, i find these questions ..
how do words meet actions (what do i say and what do i do)
is one (am i) learning and changing
how do i treat others
what am i perpetuating (negativity, bad mouthing, assumptions, the divide)
thoughts are sometimes the seeds of a chaos uninterrupted, who cannot always be torn though they can be watched, and while the seed may rest there, it may lay dormant and distant from our fertile hands
in our minds, we are all crazy and malicious and self demeaning and ambitious .. and yet, we become who we are in what we do and what we say with the waves of a tsunamatic thought that we may either ride or run from
in it’s final question, can i be okay with the faults of the many and the few, of those i love and the one i am .. in turn with the word ~ discernment .. are we growing?